Anxious

I am feeling a bit anxious this week...okay okay, for those of you who know me, I'm anxious 24/7. lol. but it's really starting to bug me. I mean, as soon as I finish one task, I'm anxious about finishing the next. And when I was younger I always thought, "this is temporary Renee, once you get a job, you'll have no other reason to be anxious." but lets face it, by that time in my life (i'll be about 30 mind you) i'll have 10X's more things to worry about! I mean I'm just anxious about thinking about my anxiety!!! argh! lol

So, I've decided to try a new outlook on life. I need to revert back to my childhood days of f*%$ it. You know, like when something didn't work out (ie- a toy breaks) you move on the the next one like the first one never existed (unless it was your fav...then of course you cry for a few hours and then move on). I mean, I try so hard and worry so much...i don't know what i'm even working and worrying for! Yep...from now on you're gonna see a new Renee. Problems will just roll off my back....(riiiiight) ;)

Other stuff: my week of babysitting my son (aka Brady) has come to an end (i'm slightly relieved...i really think he was trying to kill me! haha). I figure I should post some pics from our time together. i *heart* this puppy :-D